They are angels in my life
I know I m a lucky girl
I m not that perfect but I know what I met was perfect enough to a person like me
They made me change
It's not they changed me, but they gave me the courage to change myself
I think this is the better Me
I learnt to be a caring person
as they care for each other every time
I got to speak my own opinion bravely
as they are open enough to accept people's criticism
I have become a person who dare to think, speak, laugh and cry
becoming more confident in myself
As they always support each other and trust in each other
This will be quite a perfect friendship to me
I know I am lucky
'cause I meet them =)
Sunday 24 March 2013
18th March
I got my STPM result today!
the outcome was extremely good and satisfactory to me
as i dont really feel that i deserved this result
A for Pengajian Am, A- for Mathematics n Biology, and B+ for my Chemistry!
I couldn't imagine I could score an A- in Biology!
Thanks to my dear friends who kept helping me in revision before exam!
And congrats to the two little boys Hong Chuan and Lee Kang, scored 4.0 in STPM!
Marvelous! Bravo!
Proud of me LoL
They deserved this!
All the best to everyone!
Yeap, and now it's time for everyone including me to decide what to do in our future
Plan to try for every chance as this may be the last chance to try too
But I have no idea at all @@
Bless me please =)
Dad, grandpa n grandma, I hope and believe that I did not disappoint you all
Thanks to you all's love and blessings!
How I wish you all were here.
But I will learn to be stronger, believe in me ya =)
And lastly, all the best in everyone's future!
Go for a brighter future!
the outcome was extremely good and satisfactory to me
as i dont really feel that i deserved this result
A for Pengajian Am, A- for Mathematics n Biology, and B+ for my Chemistry!
I couldn't imagine I could score an A- in Biology!
Thanks to my dear friends who kept helping me in revision before exam!
And congrats to the two little boys Hong Chuan and Lee Kang, scored 4.0 in STPM!
Marvelous! Bravo!
Proud of me LoL
They deserved this!
All the best to everyone!
Yeap, and now it's time for everyone including me to decide what to do in our future
Plan to try for every chance as this may be the last chance to try too
But I have no idea at all @@
Bless me please =)
Dad, grandpa n grandma, I hope and believe that I did not disappoint you all
Thanks to you all's love and blessings!
How I wish you all were here.
But I will learn to be stronger, believe in me ya =)
And lastly, all the best in everyone's future!
Go for a brighter future!
Friday 15 March 2013
Brief record on what happened to me recently
Uhmmm, this is the very first blog presented in english
Am gonna to record & share what happened to me recently
Firstly, I had completed my MUET on 9th March (Sat) in TIGS!
This's such a good news since i am finally in my holiday mood!
[cheers!]
And secondly, I had finally met up with dearly Ling Ching & Hui Xian on 10th March (Sun)!
Met Ling Ching for lunch at McD and after that we visited Hui Xian at Carrefour (she was working as promoter for colgate toothbrush)
Coincidentally, Yi Herng was her colleague!
Another long-time-no-see friend again!
I would like to say, I miss all my classmates in form6!
And, on the same day, but at night after Hui Xian knocked off & after Ling Ching serviced at church, we met up again at Secret Recipe!
We were actually going for their promotion of RM1 for a piece of cake, but too bad these two muddle heads gave wrong info, their promotion only started on the next day(11th March) ! LoL
However, it was nice to have them around.
Caring and never abandoned anyone of us. I love them!
Well, here comes the third incident that i wanted to record here.
As a contrast with the previous two incidents, this is an unhappy incident.
Happened on 12th March (Tuesday), I cried for a whole night.
A customer at my working place did something which is actually quite normal, but too bad he did it at a wrong place. The area was so small and so my colleague and I concluded that was a dangerous action.
I discussed with Mas, and she shared the same opinion with me, that is to stop everyone from doing the same practice to ensure the safety of everyone (and also to be fair to everyone).
Too bad, she had knocked off so she was not the suitable person to talk with that particular customer.
While for Mumu, she was unaware of that incident so she shall not be the one to talk to that guy too.
ChaYee was busying checking our accounts record.
Aidil was sleeping as that was his break time.
Cheek Hau had knocked off too.
So i decided to do it on my own.
I went to that customer and tried to talk nicely with him. However, he tried to pull me away from our topic and he found lots excuses for himself.
In the end, he even tried to 'exchange' benefits from me, and i really felt like I was threatened. (WTF?!)
Although I ended the talk by advising him to be careful in a polite tone, I broke down after I went to my counter because I was really disappointed and angry! That moment I thought of giving up everything, resigning my job and hiding at home away from this nonsense world.
Totally disappointed by this world.
However, I really felt thankful for Mumu as she went out when the incident happened, but she comforted me when she came back. Her soft tone was really a great encouragement for me. So glad she was there even after the thing ended. And Cheek Hau actually did come to me trying to know what had happened, but too bad I wasn't in the mood to talk with anyone.
I cried for 1hour immediately after the incident, and continued after our shop had closed. After we closed the shop, I even cried in the car uncontrollably until ChaYee msg+phoned me to either go home or McD (she stayed in her car watching me crying like ghost and I actually knew, she was worrying for me). We went McD as I really did not want to let my mum saw me in such a desperate condition. I did not know how to tell ChaYee what's the problem. And so, I kept sobbing while drinking large coke. Thanks to her patience for sitting there being so awkward with me talking nothing for almost 1hour.
These are the major incidents happened to me recently. I swear I will grow up a little by little. One day I will be strong enough to break them down! And I pray for those who cares for me sincerely, they are the essential nutrients for my growth. Thanks God I have them!
Am gonna to record & share what happened to me recently
Firstly, I had completed my MUET on 9th March (Sat) in TIGS!
This's such a good news since i am finally in my holiday mood!
[cheers!]
And secondly, I had finally met up with dearly Ling Ching & Hui Xian on 10th March (Sun)!
Met Ling Ching for lunch at McD and after that we visited Hui Xian at Carrefour (she was working as promoter for colgate toothbrush)
Coincidentally, Yi Herng was her colleague!
Another long-time-no-see friend again!
I would like to say, I miss all my classmates in form6!
And, on the same day, but at night after Hui Xian knocked off & after Ling Ching serviced at church, we met up again at Secret Recipe!
We were actually going for their promotion of RM1 for a piece of cake, but too bad these two muddle heads gave wrong info, their promotion only started on the next day(11th March) ! LoL
However, it was nice to have them around.
Caring and never abandoned anyone of us. I love them!
Well, here comes the third incident that i wanted to record here.
As a contrast with the previous two incidents, this is an unhappy incident.
Happened on 12th March (Tuesday), I cried for a whole night.
A customer at my working place did something which is actually quite normal, but too bad he did it at a wrong place. The area was so small and so my colleague and I concluded that was a dangerous action.
I discussed with Mas, and she shared the same opinion with me, that is to stop everyone from doing the same practice to ensure the safety of everyone (and also to be fair to everyone).
Too bad, she had knocked off so she was not the suitable person to talk with that particular customer.
While for Mumu, she was unaware of that incident so she shall not be the one to talk to that guy too.
ChaYee was busying checking our accounts record.
Aidil was sleeping as that was his break time.
Cheek Hau had knocked off too.
So i decided to do it on my own.
I went to that customer and tried to talk nicely with him. However, he tried to pull me away from our topic and he found lots excuses for himself.
In the end, he even tried to 'exchange' benefits from me, and i really felt like I was threatened. (WTF?!)
Although I ended the talk by advising him to be careful in a polite tone, I broke down after I went to my counter because I was really disappointed and angry! That moment I thought of giving up everything, resigning my job and hiding at home away from this nonsense world.
Totally disappointed by this world.
However, I really felt thankful for Mumu as she went out when the incident happened, but she comforted me when she came back. Her soft tone was really a great encouragement for me. So glad she was there even after the thing ended. And Cheek Hau actually did come to me trying to know what had happened, but too bad I wasn't in the mood to talk with anyone.
I cried for 1hour immediately after the incident, and continued after our shop had closed. After we closed the shop, I even cried in the car uncontrollably until ChaYee msg+phoned me to either go home or McD (she stayed in her car watching me crying like ghost and I actually knew, she was worrying for me). We went McD as I really did not want to let my mum saw me in such a desperate condition. I did not know how to tell ChaYee what's the problem. And so, I kept sobbing while drinking large coke. Thanks to her patience for sitting there being so awkward with me talking nothing for almost 1hour.
These are the major incidents happened to me recently. I swear I will grow up a little by little. One day I will be strong enough to break them down! And I pray for those who cares for me sincerely, they are the essential nutrients for my growth. Thanks God I have them!
Thursday 7 March 2013
一则故事
無意中發現了這個，很有共鳴
(以下轉載網路文章)
一個苦者找到一個和尚傾訴她的心事。
她說：“我放不下一些事，放不下一些人。”
和尚說：“沒有什麼東西是放不下的。”
她說：“這些事和人我就偏偏放不下。”
和尚讓她拿著一個茶杯，然後就往裡面倒熱水，一直倒到水溢出來。
苦者被燙到馬上鬆開了手。
和尚說：“這個世界上沒有什麼事是放不下的，痛了，妳自然就會放
妳可能覺得難過
因為無論妳對他怎麼好他都不領情
他不是看不到
他只是裝作看不到
或者他根本不想看到
妳覺得自己很喜歡他
甚至覺得再沒有一個人可以像妳那麼喜歡他
妳用盡全力對他好
把他看的比自己還重要
有什麼事情第一個就想到他
聯繫不到他的時候妳擔心他擔心地快瘋了
然而妳有沒有想過.....
這並不在妳的責任範圍
而且很有可能他是在躲著妳
他受不了你對他那麼好
不要一直發短信給他
不要一直找他
妳也許只是想找他說說話
妳覺得那很正常不算苛求
但是也許他並不這麼想
記住
妳的想法不代表他的想法
妳是真的不求回報的在喜歡他嗎
妳捫心自問一下
妳確定不用他回報什麼嗎
那為什麼妳會難過
若是真的一無所求
妳又怎麼會覺得難過呢
所以別覺得妳那麼愛他是偉大的
也許他根本不在乎妳怎麼為他付出
有時候妳給他的愛或許是種負擔
這種負擔只會讓他更加想遠離你
因為他不想虧欠妳
別事事為他擔心為他張羅
妳覺得他沒有妳不行
妳覺得別人做不到妳那麼完善
但是妳要清楚
你不是他要的那個人
你做的再完善也敵不過人家不做
自然會有人為他擔心為他著急
不用你來費心
那個位置本來就不是你的
你何必硬要擠上去呢
也許曾經你們是相愛過的
但是請記住
那是曾經
過去的就是過去了
如果大家真的適合在一起
那麼當初就不會分開
無論是誰提的分手都一樣
這段感情曾經就是存在破裂點的
不管是誰錯結果都是一個
你們分開了
分開以後
如果一方試圖想挽回而另一方沒有同意的話
那麼這段感情就是過去了
他是理智的因為他已經明白了兩個人不適合
而你還一遍一遍地告訴自己
你們當初如何如何相愛
不可能那麼容易就分手的
這樣只會讓你更加難以放棄
卻不會讓對方再次回頭選擇妳
除非大家都有意要和好
否則你一個巴掌是不可能拍響的
所以儘早打消這個念頭吧
至於他是不是有意
我想你自己心裡比誰都明白
不要覺得自己有多可憐或者把自己弄得很可憐
這樣做一點意思也沒有
他不會因為妳可憐而喜歡妳
妳說道理妳都懂只是妳做不好
不是妳做不好是妳不想做
妳不是怕忘記他
你是怕他忘了妳吧
別說什麼他離不開妳的
其實分明就是妳離不開他
他若是離不開妳
他就不會不要妳
整天死死巴著人家不放的人是妳
不懂事的人是妳
難道妳沒看出來嗎
喜歡他不是妳的錯
想關心他不是妳的錯
控制不住自己不是妳的錯
但是那是妳的方式
傻孩子．
忘了吧．所有妳留戀的．妳回憶的．妳擁有過的．
那些．都已是記憶．
缺失並不可怕．
可怕的．是無法面對．
傻孩子．
勇敢看著鏡子中的自己吧．
這個悲傷軟弱滿面憔悴的自己．
這也是妳．成長中的妳．
這個妳．正在逐漸死去．
新的妳．即將重生．
找尋妳的路．妳的未來．
妳知道的．所有的浩劫．都是成長的祭奠．
做最好的自己．即使．一個人．
傻孩子．
妳無法輕易忘記放棄．是因為妳付出過．
付出了．他就會像柱子一樣紮根在心．
不要刻意去逃避．刻意忘記．那只會讓妳更痛苦．
繞開這個柱子．尋找未來的幸福生活吧．
那裡．有妳的理想．
傻孩子．
開始新的習慣吧．
習慣．早上不再有人工鬧鈴．
習慣．每天一個人生活．
習慣．一個人過生日．一個人行走．
妳逃不掉．逃不掉的．
那麼．就勇敢面對．現實．
現實是．他已離開．一切．畫上了句點．
傻孩子．
好．好．盡情發洩吧．
剝開自己的心．用文字．用聲音．用所有能發洩的方式．
洩完了．就要振作．
看吧．妳失去的．其實微不足道．
還有那麼多人關心著妳．以不同的方式．
所以．妳並不孤獨．
正是這樣的失去．讓妳看清現在所擁有的幸福．
傻孩子．
別哭．別再哭．
不值得．真的．不值得了．
把過去塵封吧．別委屈．別不甘心．別不接受．
開始新的旅程吧．去遇見新的風景．新的際遇．
做妳該做的事吧．有很多事．等待著妳完成呢．
傻孩子．
所有的人都對妳有信心．
所以．妳也要充滿信心．
妳是堅強的．積極的．樂觀的．灑脫的．
以前是．以後也會是．
總有一天．那個活力無窮傻氣無盡的女金剛會復活．
傻孩子．
生活褪去了曾有的顏色．暫時寧靜．
別沉淪在這片寧靜裡．那會毀掉妳．
妳要明白．雖然殘忍．但這個決定．足夠正確．
現在的生活．不是妳想要的．
為了妳的理想．你必須學會適時放棄．
給對方最好的關懷．就是．變的更好．更強大．更幸福．
現在妳對他很好、很好、很好,
他不需要、他無所謂、他不在乎，他不珍惜
當某天，他被傷害，想起妳。
那時的妳再也做不到像現在這樣一如既往、不顧一切地對他好了
因為那時的妳，已經將他放低
原來，放低一個人，最後是被對方逼出來的
其實這個世界，真的沒有非要誰不可，
走自己的路，別回頭。
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很有意思的故事
让人反思
(以下轉載網路文章)
一個苦者找到一個和尚傾訴她的心事。
她說：“我放不下一些事，放不下一些人。”
和尚說：“沒有什麼東西是放不下的。”
她說：“這些事和人我就偏偏放不下。”
和尚讓她拿著一個茶杯，然後就往裡面倒熱水，一直倒到水溢出來。
苦者被燙到馬上鬆開了手。
和尚說：“這個世界上沒有什麼事是放不下的，痛了，妳自然就會放
妳可能覺得難過
因為無論妳對他怎麼好他都不領情
他不是看不到
他只是裝作看不到
或者他根本不想看到
妳覺得自己很喜歡他
甚至覺得再沒有一個人可以像妳那麼喜歡他
妳用盡全力對他好
把他看的比自己還重要
有什麼事情第一個就想到他
聯繫不到他的時候妳擔心他擔心地快瘋了
然而妳有沒有想過.....
這並不在妳的責任範圍
而且很有可能他是在躲著妳
他受不了你對他那麼好
不要一直發短信給他
不要一直找他
妳也許只是想找他說說話
妳覺得那很正常不算苛求
但是也許他並不這麼想
記住
妳的想法不代表他的想法
妳是真的不求回報的在喜歡他嗎
妳捫心自問一下
妳確定不用他回報什麼嗎
那為什麼妳會難過
若是真的一無所求
妳又怎麼會覺得難過呢
所以別覺得妳那麼愛他是偉大的
也許他根本不在乎妳怎麼為他付出
有時候妳給他的愛或許是種負擔
這種負擔只會讓他更加想遠離你
因為他不想虧欠妳
別事事為他擔心為他張羅
妳覺得他沒有妳不行
妳覺得別人做不到妳那麼完善
但是妳要清楚
你不是他要的那個人
你做的再完善也敵不過人家不做
自然會有人為他擔心為他著急
不用你來費心
那個位置本來就不是你的
你何必硬要擠上去呢
也許曾經你們是相愛過的
但是請記住
那是曾經
過去的就是過去了
如果大家真的適合在一起
那麼當初就不會分開
無論是誰提的分手都一樣
這段感情曾經就是存在破裂點的
不管是誰錯結果都是一個
你們分開了
分開以後
如果一方試圖想挽回而另一方沒有同意的話
那麼這段感情就是過去了
他是理智的因為他已經明白了兩個人不適合
而你還一遍一遍地告訴自己
你們當初如何如何相愛
不可能那麼容易就分手的
這樣只會讓你更加難以放棄
卻不會讓對方再次回頭選擇妳
除非大家都有意要和好
否則你一個巴掌是不可能拍響的
所以儘早打消這個念頭吧
至於他是不是有意
我想你自己心裡比誰都明白
不要覺得自己有多可憐或者把自己弄得很可憐
這樣做一點意思也沒有
他不會因為妳可憐而喜歡妳
妳說道理妳都懂只是妳做不好
不是妳做不好是妳不想做
妳不是怕忘記他
你是怕他忘了妳吧
別說什麼他離不開妳的
其實分明就是妳離不開他
他若是離不開妳
他就不會不要妳
整天死死巴著人家不放的人是妳
不懂事的人是妳
難道妳沒看出來嗎
喜歡他不是妳的錯
想關心他不是妳的錯
控制不住自己不是妳的錯
但是那是妳的方式
傻孩子．
忘了吧．所有妳留戀的．妳回憶的．妳擁有過的．
那些．都已是記憶．
缺失並不可怕．
可怕的．是無法面對．
傻孩子．
勇敢看著鏡子中的自己吧．
這個悲傷軟弱滿面憔悴的自己．
這也是妳．成長中的妳．
這個妳．正在逐漸死去．
新的妳．即將重生．
找尋妳的路．妳的未來．
妳知道的．所有的浩劫．都是成長的祭奠．
做最好的自己．即使．一個人．
傻孩子．
妳無法輕易忘記放棄．是因為妳付出過．
付出了．他就會像柱子一樣紮根在心．
不要刻意去逃避．刻意忘記．那只會讓妳更痛苦．
繞開這個柱子．尋找未來的幸福生活吧．
那裡．有妳的理想．
傻孩子．
開始新的習慣吧．
習慣．早上不再有人工鬧鈴．
習慣．每天一個人生活．
習慣．一個人過生日．一個人行走．
妳逃不掉．逃不掉的．
那麼．就勇敢面對．現實．
現實是．他已離開．一切．畫上了句點．
傻孩子．
好．好．盡情發洩吧．
剝開自己的心．用文字．用聲音．用所有能發洩的方式．
洩完了．就要振作．
看吧．妳失去的．其實微不足道．
還有那麼多人關心著妳．以不同的方式．
所以．妳並不孤獨．
正是這樣的失去．讓妳看清現在所擁有的幸福．
傻孩子．
別哭．別再哭．
不值得．真的．不值得了．
把過去塵封吧．別委屈．別不甘心．別不接受．
開始新的旅程吧．去遇見新的風景．新的際遇．
做妳該做的事吧．有很多事．等待著妳完成呢．
傻孩子．
所有的人都對妳有信心．
所以．妳也要充滿信心．
妳是堅強的．積極的．樂觀的．灑脫的．
以前是．以後也會是．
總有一天．那個活力無窮傻氣無盡的女金剛會復活．
傻孩子．
生活褪去了曾有的顏色．暫時寧靜．
別沉淪在這片寧靜裡．那會毀掉妳．
妳要明白．雖然殘忍．但這個決定．足夠正確．
現在的生活．不是妳想要的．
為了妳的理想．你必須學會適時放棄．
給對方最好的關懷．就是．變的更好．更強大．更幸福．
現在妳對他很好、很好、很好,
他不需要、他無所謂、他不在乎，他不珍惜
當某天，他被傷害，想起妳。
那時的妳再也做不到像現在這樣一如既往、不顧一切地對他好了
因為那時的妳，已經將他放低
原來，放低一個人，最後是被對方逼出來的
其實這個世界，真的沒有非要誰不可，
走自己的路，別回頭。
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