离开的人，留下的爱

最近跟朋友家很亲的某某大哥哥去世了
朋友很悲痛
过了好多个星期了还是很伤心
安慰她的时候
突然想到了几句话

总有那么一天
你们会相遇
在那遥不可及的地方
在那天到来前
你要活得精彩
好让那么一天相遇时
会有好多说不完的故事分享给他听

身边至亲的人过世了
不管怎样
悲痛一定都少不了
不是说忘就能忘的
不过在回忆里痛苦的同时
活着的人还是得活着
时间滴滴答答地过
在悲痛里太久的话
就错过了活着最美丽的时刻了

突然想到
虽然以前的我很多时候会生气我的爷爷奶奶不公平
但是爷爷奶奶过世后
我常常会想起跟他们一起的一点一滴
那些很快乐很温馨的时光
更多的是想念而不再是厌恶
其实人死后
都把恨带走了吧
留下的是满满的回忆和爱
会让人一直回忆起的
都是因为曾经的爱和关怀

离开的人
留下的爱
也许这就是所谓的
唯有爱才是永恒
真正的，最终的意义吧。

Goodbye 2014

The last day of 2014, what had i done for this whole year?
Uhmmm
Bought a new school bag, black in colour
Visited Malacca for numerous times, Penang and KL as well
Drive to Muar (about 1hour) and the battery of car was spoilt when i was about to leave,
thanks to my friends, mum and those who helped me!
Visited Singapore- Vivo City and Bugis Junction
thanks to Carolyn as tour guide!!
Visited Labuan (January), accompanied by Ling Ching, Yi Wei amd Ming Shiuan
A very random trip yet interesting! 4 girls rolling on the King sized bed haha
Ah, and i held the first BBQ at my house (February)!
thanks to my friends for attending and helping out
For my July-August semester break, i had a part time job (10days)
Met quite a few nice colleagues and also followed some ridiculous rules as well
Ok well, the policy of different companies might never be the same Hah
So i really missed my previous job (7 Days Fitness) very muchhhh!!
*Can i go back again? Heehee*
My 3rd semester was a hectic, stressful semester
Joined two major events in my faculty
One was Family Day (affair management), as an ajk and i have to say, my leader was soooo superb!!
She sacrificed a lot for this event, and she never failed to concern her members!
And another event, AIMS night (prom night) as vice secretary and head of catering
I think i didnt do enough for this event, still lots for me to improve.
Thanks to vice KP, my secretary and catering member, they were the angels who helped me a lot
And forgive me for the flaws yea? :D
One more important event of the year-- becoming bridesmaid!
My best friend Cha Yee married in December, and this news had become a hot topic for friends around us. Thanks to those who forgave me for the unsatisfied answer, we have to respect Cha Yee and whoever curious about this should approach her instead of guessing around :)
Anyway, stay sweet and blissful Cha Yee!! Still the same thing, i always support your decision and whover disappoints you, they will get it from me! Lol
And for my new semester (3rd Semester), finally I'd moved out!!
New house- 1Borneo Tower B apartment
New housemates- Ling Ching, Ming Shiuan, Yi Wei, Ho Jin and Johanna
Uhmm comment for my new house after staying for almost 4 months
-u dont always have to get the best, but u can change it to a better one (our house was so terribly awful at first but thanks to housemates and Ming's father, our house was much better now! *cheers*)
-communications can be very important
-time management (i have to admit that my time management after moving out has becoming even worse Lol)
-self discipline (staying with a gang a friends will have a lots of fun and tempts, so you have to control yourself--i think i failed xD)
However, it's so fun to stay with friends because--you have your partner in crime! And gossips never end! Every ups and downs, you have your friends beside you! ❤️
So, 2014 is still a good year for me inspite those stressful and stupid things occured
Thanks to the loves once again, forgive me for my stupidity, remind me when i am wrong.
And a small wish: Disasters please leave this Earth alone, may all the vistims and their families live well, stay strong.
Peace ✌️

July, one more month before back to university

一眨眼我的假期就过了一半了
最后的一个月
心情忽然变得很低落 <sigh>
太多太多的放不下和不舍
我想我已经习惯了依赖
这一次决定一个星期的期中假不回家了
担心回家了又会依依不舍
唉我还是长不大的小孩啊 <装嫩中>
很多原本的计划还没执行
为此我对六月在沙巴时，满心期待的王雪儿说声抱歉 Lol
计划好要来一篇记录大学第一年的生活的，好的我会尽快的
(还有那个游泳&吉他的计划叻?!)
接下来的一个月我得重新计划了
首先就是烘培计划
同时还有我想在开学前和他再旅行多一次
(这个就得先考虑我的荷包的抗压性了 囧)
还有运动！真的希望能学会游泳啊
再来就是日出或日落或吹海风，好么?
大家约好的新加坡一日游，拜托让我成行啊
还有就是为开学做好准备了
到底要不要买多一个枕头啊?
还有AIMS Night的服装鞋子怎么办?!
拜托让我无憾地过完接下来的日子 Lol
能不能让他十月底成功来到沙巴找我?
好多好多的拜托和祈求
May god bless me in all the ups n downs

随性的一章

大学生涯第七个星期了

我想我还算过得很不错

虽然免不了为了和妈妈撒娇而拼命说食物糟糕

但是在这里吃进肚里的好料也不少xD

在表姐朋友,JiaMee的带领下

去了最不可少的GayaStreet, Philipino Market, Suria & Centre Point, 还有那个剑鱼地标

终于捞了一堆土产要带回家炫耀

这里的生活真得很不错了

我常说，如果不用考试，那简直是完美haha

七个星期就这样度过了

从一开始的不习惯

到现在的习以为常

人类的适应能力真的是强大

有一群朋友的支持

是我在这里的动力

再过三个星期就是假期了

很期待家里的枕头和被

但是我还是会往外头跑的

我要驾车!!

接下来还有期中考

我想我准备读到疯掉

可是为了回家，我会撑着的!

大家，我们快准备见面吧!xD

两个傻子

16.10.2013 凌晨
又到了我人生的另一个check point
有个傻瓜告白了
哈
我也有今天
除了傻笑还是傻笑
我可真的不知道要做什么样的反应阿
只好祝福我们啦
两个呆子
大家要加油
更多的话
等见面的时候再说吧
最想要说的是
谢谢你
和
我们加油

My First Page in UMS Sabah

20.09.2013

This is one of the most significant month in my life.

The month when I finally enter my Uni Life.

I was registered as an official undergraduate of University Malaysia Sabah on 2^nd September 2013.

Studying Food Technology and Bioprocess which wasn’t my first choice but also one of my option when applying IPTA.

I stay in Kampung E Blok A-1-12-3

With a Sabah malay, Hidayu

First week was MSM (a.k.a. Minggu Suai Mesra)

This was quite an interesting programme for me as this acted as a buffer for me to adapt myself to a new life here

Three main meals, tea break, and supper were provided throughout this whole week

Foods were always more than enough, so we just took as much as possible xD

Mineral water is very important! xD

4.9.2013 (Wednesday) was upacara sumpah, which officially announced us as an undergraduate of UMS

We were all requested to wear white formal shirt and bring along the green scarf provided on the day of registration

These two colour matched nicely!

Start from left to right : Me, Ling Ching, Ming Shiuan, Ho Jin, Yi Wei, Johanna

5.9.2013 (Thursday) was the day for our activity according to School. Visited my school, Sekolah Sains Makanan dan Pemakanan (also known as SSMP). I was really excited when I saw so many machines and mini factory in SSMP! That was the moment when I felt so grateful for getting this course xD

Ling Ching and I stayed at cafeteria on this night to decide which subject to register for on the next day. We were lucky enough to meet few nice people. Seniors approached us to offer their help and coincidently, they are our seniors in SSMP! And also thanks to a guy who offered his laptop for us to check the timetable for our courses (fyi, this guy is Ken Ooi and YiWei, LingChing, MingShiuan keep saying he looks alike with JiaHuei xD)

6.9.2013 (Friday) was the day for registration of subjects. We woke up late and reached the location around 8am (registration started at 8.30pm) It was really a long queue which almost drove me to crazy. So, as a reminder to new students, you are suggested to queue by 5am unless you don’t mind to get some weird subjects xD

I was quite lucky as I managed to register for the subjects which I aimed for though I was quite late for registration. (or mayb my choices were too weird that actually many people won’t choose? Lol)

7.9.2013 (Saturday) was a free day for us as UMS didn’t plan any activities for us. So six of us (Ling Ching, Yi Wei, Ming Shiuan, Ho Jin, Johanna and I) had a tour in UMS to familiarize us with the location of our schools and lecture halls. The seniors we met on Thursday night fetch us to have dinner at kk town and to buy some necessities. Thanks so much to them J

Our Chancellor Hall, Our Proud. J 

(From left to right: me, yiwei, mingshiuan, lingching, hojin, johanna)

8.9.2013 (Sunday) I visited Basel Church in Kingfishers. We got our free lunch at Beaufort Restaurant by Father of the church. The foods were tasty!

Beaufort Restaurant at Kingfishers, I miss their pork chop!

After lunch, we went to 1Borneo (our first visit). Thanks to seniors from church for giving us a free fetch and showed us how to take bus back to UMS J

Received a cute news from mum today, my grandpa missed me and he cried. I never saw him cried before. He really missed me and I missed him too. But grandpa, just wait for me, I’ll back in November! xD

I had my first lecture on 9.9.2013 (Monday). Woke up early and queued up for bus at 6.30am. Everything was safexD But I really can’t understand what my lecturer taught Lol Nevermind this was normal for first few lectures I understood xD

The benefit of study in UMS is, 1Borneo is just nearby and you only need to pay 50cents to take a bus (TUT bus) or you may get to hop in UMS bus to Usia for free. Lots of shops can be found there. Starbucks, Harris, Dunkin Donuts, Padini, Brands Outlet, F.O.S., McD, KFC, Daiso and ect. But never forget the consequence, you will spend lot and getting poor day by day if you make 1Borneo as ur 2^nd homexD

Visited Pulau Manukan and Pulau Sapi on 16.9.2013 under guidance of seniors from church. These two islands were really clean and almost free from pollution.

These photos tell you how clean the water is!

I will definitely visit these islands for second, third and forth time!

Okay, I also want to confess something here. I did some ‘classic stupid things’ which some newbies will commit. My friends and I went into a wrong lecture hall. We entered the room and suddenly realised we don’t recognise the faces in that room. And a person went to the stage giving some briefing before lecturers reached. When he mentioned the name of the school for that room, we just felt so funny as we actually did a stupid thing together! Your life will be better with friend along even when you are doing a stupid action xD And on one of the day passed, I took the wrong bus for twice  within a day. My friend and I hopped into a UMS bus travelling in a wrong direction which brought us to the final station instead of returning to Kampung E. Then we hopped into another bus immediately as we thought the bus would bring us back to Kg E. But unfortunately the bus was actually for Usia, meaning we will be brought to 1Borneo outside UMS. We just couldn’t stop laughing when we reached 1 Borneo xD Hillarious indeed!

So these are what happened to me within 3weeks in UMS Sabah. The life can be tough at places outside from home. But still need to move on. I am lucky as I still accompanied by friends. Just to be thankful, determined and try to accept more thing with different perceptions.

Be strong be kind be fair, be smart be fun be thankful. 

Farewell

I miss you all, miss you all deadly

Finally all of us entered University.

As the last person to leave hometown, I decided to have some farewell sessions for my friends.

The first batch of people I sent were Yi Hui, Lee Kang, Ting Wei and Teng Wee.

They were heading to Penang on 30.8.2013 night by bus.

The person I can’t bear to leave the most was Yi Hui.

This little cute girl always being so nice to me and we went through a lot of up and down in SDBL.

But we still have to move on, isn’t? Our friendship can withstand this, I believe.

And one discovery of the day was, my mum and Ting Wei’s mum are cousin! They didn’t see each other for more than 10years and finally they met each other when their children met up for farewell sessionXD

(From left to right : Teng Wee, Ting Wei, Lee Kang, Yi Hui)

I was suppose to farewell with Qi Hau and Wen Hui who left BP on the next day but I was late for some personal reason. It was really a sad case xD

And on 1.9.2013, the night before I went Kota Kinabalu, my last farewell session. Jia Huei leaving BP to UUM on this night. Met Yeh Shan at bus station as she was going to UUM too. Cute girl she said she felt want to cry when she saw me haha. Must take care in UUM ya J

I will definitely miss them all but I know we will meet each other again. Our friendship will never fade J They are part of the best thing in my life. Thousands of words are not enough to describe. You will understand this when you go through all the things that happened between me and them.

I cherish the bonds with all of them and glad to meet them in my high school. Fate brought us together. Thanks to fate, thanks to you all’s understanding.

And, good luck in our Uni Life, welcome to Uni Life.